Not sure I am ready for this
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Its been quite an experience for me lately. About a year ago, I was in a bad car accident and suffered very bad neck and lower back injuries. I had two surgeries on my neck and about a month ago, had the second operation on my lower back.\nAs the issues with my lower back progressed, it became clear that I had suffered nerve damage as a result of this crash. I began to lose bladder control and as a result of this last surgery, I have lost bladder control completly.\nAs I was recovering from the surgery, I also attempted to adjust to life back in diapers. I have been doing ok, but now it is time to get back into the real world and I am just not sure I am ready to go back to my life while diapered 24/7.\nIts easy to handle this while remaining at home, but it is now time to return to life and work. I am pretty self-conscious about it..I cant help wondering how I am going to be able to manage this whole thing. I have been reading the forums, and have read some good advice, but I am so nervous about everything. I also have physical limitations to deal with as well, but the diaper thing is the most difficult. I will appreciate any feedack from similar people who are in diapers on a permanant basis..\nThanks.